Larka ki wajah se becheni

Me bohot preshan hu islie bs chahti hu mujhe Allah Tala us preshani se nikalne ka rasta dikha de. Past me jo b galtiya ki unke lie scchi or pakki tauba b krli me ek deeniyat course se b judi hui hu koshish krti hu khud ko namaz ibadat or zikar me masroof rkhu is sbse Allah ne mjhe bohot sukun dia lekin aaj b jb b mjhe wo ladka nazar aa jata he chahe mahino k baad ho to dubara dil bechen ho jata he me astaghfar b pdti hu lekin tb sukun chla jata he jbki mene us ladke se hr rishta khatam kr dia koi zariya b nai he bs use dekhte hi dil me khyal ata he usne kese mjhe dhoka dia beizzat kia or aaj b khush o khurram ghum raha he mujhe samajh nai ata ye shaitan ki traf se waswsa he ya kya he Me kya kru ab ki is becheni se b bch jao kyoki esa lgta he ki me Allah pe ykin krke sb chod chuki ki wo hi insaf krega to me udas hu or wo khush jise dr b nai lga sb krke